I seriously want to escape from my life right now. I am so lost and my life has been going nowhere these past few days. I don’t know when I started to lose my confidence. Was it in my high school days? College days?
Eventhough I already have a degree, I still find myself being devoured by the crowd. My heart is in my mouth that I could hardly breathe. There were times when I tell myself that it was okay and I can do it, but I ended up regretting how I performed. It is so frustrating.
Now that I am thinking about it, this lack of confidence has pulled me down that it is hard for me to get up.